Pity Party for 1

On the other hand... I'm very sad and disappointed.  I've gained soooo much weight and I'm depressed to think that this is the way I'm gonna look from now. I tried so hard to get where I was and these pills are making me blow up like a freaking balloon! I'm angry and sad! I want to scream! I really hope that I can go back to Zumba soon! This stupid illness has me missing out on enough things in my life and now I have to add my self-esteem to the list! :'(